Post by ennuir on Feb 11, 2016 2:25:27 GMT -8
Hello guys, it’s been a weeks since I was last active and playing, during which I only recorded GP and LLU’s on a weekly basis. I initially intended to go on a hiatus due to term break coming to an end(and I still had a couple assignments to do!), and I needed do do things like reset my sleep schedule, provision more time for revision on top of the long timetable that I have for my course of study, which can be 35 hours on weekdays not counting the meet-ups for assignments and presentation rehearsals for the cross disciplinary subjects.
I found my way into the guild at Shhhudoku while doing the last few levels of my trapper. I don’t think I clicked with the guild and community very well in general due to where I come from, nonetheless I did my best to improve how things are going at the guild. The issue of lack of guidance was a significant issue when I played, I lacked the knowledge that many learnt at an early stage, I ran only a few dungeons each week and could often be wanting in terms of equipment and skill, watching my peers surpass me in levels when they were much lower than I was and not being able to do anything about it was quite a consistent yet painful experience for me. Granted I could purchase hero slots and do dungeons my self, but that would defeat the purpose of an mmorpg in my opinion.
Somehow, my efforts at the guild were recognised and I found myself promoted multiple times and being assigned new responsibilities. Doing things under the hood is something I like for some reason, I’d plan editions of the HW for hours on end and manage items, and since took up the responsibility of recording GP for the previous one had stopped, and so did the weekly selection for custom titles, however the gratification of doing all these things faded with things failing to get going due to the torpidity of the officers in general, leading to one failed plan after another. As I spent my time going over all the nitty bits and details of things, you could almost say I threw away hours each week staring at the screen and two pieces of graphing paper stuck together with tape on the back, for the reality still stood that others were progressing ahead of me, in fact, I very rarely get invited to dungeons anymore as my friends were way past my league and would no longer make sense to stoop down to the level I was on.
The game could be partially at fault, for the way it’s designed, but I still ask myself each time. What’s the point of playing this game alone? Grinding 400 mobs to progress one level alone at Srambad wasn't exactly fun in my eyes. I log in today and have made my mind to throw in the towel, for it has finally become more of a chore than a joy to even bother loading Authenticator and signing in, I’m tired of being left behind. I’m tired of feeling helpless and I am tired of seeing a bleak outlook to whether the leaders were coming back this millennia to guide the clan. Yes, I'm talking about you, the founder, and complete inaction.
I loved this game, I really do, but the community in General, combined with the mechanics of the game, dealt consistent blows to my dignity.
I am thankful for what the guild has put up with me and for everything. I’ve made a couple friends off this game and I am content, for it is time for me to move on.
I discharge myself from the forum Administratorß role and will cease to record for GDS2016’s LLU and GP the moment Taka stands down as leader, as I have pledged to.
Cheers,
Ennuir
I found my way into the guild at Shhhudoku while doing the last few levels of my trapper. I don’t think I clicked with the guild and community very well in general due to where I come from, nonetheless I did my best to improve how things are going at the guild. The issue of lack of guidance was a significant issue when I played, I lacked the knowledge that many learnt at an early stage, I ran only a few dungeons each week and could often be wanting in terms of equipment and skill, watching my peers surpass me in levels when they were much lower than I was and not being able to do anything about it was quite a consistent yet painful experience for me. Granted I could purchase hero slots and do dungeons my self, but that would defeat the purpose of an mmorpg in my opinion.
Somehow, my efforts at the guild were recognised and I found myself promoted multiple times and being assigned new responsibilities. Doing things under the hood is something I like for some reason, I’d plan editions of the HW for hours on end and manage items, and since took up the responsibility of recording GP for the previous one had stopped, and so did the weekly selection for custom titles, however the gratification of doing all these things faded with things failing to get going due to the torpidity of the officers in general, leading to one failed plan after another. As I spent my time going over all the nitty bits and details of things, you could almost say I threw away hours each week staring at the screen and two pieces of graphing paper stuck together with tape on the back, for the reality still stood that others were progressing ahead of me, in fact, I very rarely get invited to dungeons anymore as my friends were way past my league and would no longer make sense to stoop down to the level I was on.
The game could be partially at fault, for the way it’s designed, but I still ask myself each time. What’s the point of playing this game alone? Grinding 400 mobs to progress one level alone at Srambad wasn't exactly fun in my eyes. I log in today and have made my mind to throw in the towel, for it has finally become more of a chore than a joy to even bother loading Authenticator and signing in, I’m tired of being left behind. I’m tired of feeling helpless and I am tired of seeing a bleak outlook to whether the leaders were coming back this millennia to guide the clan. Yes, I'm talking about you, the founder, and complete inaction.
I loved this game, I really do, but the community in General, combined with the mechanics of the game, dealt consistent blows to my dignity.
I am thankful for what the guild has put up with me and for everything. I’ve made a couple friends off this game and I am content, for it is time for me to move on.
I discharge myself from the forum Administratorß role and will cease to record for GDS2016’s LLU and GP the moment Taka stands down as leader, as I have pledged to.
Cheers,
Ennuir